Sometimes there are frightening things that you frequently imagine, even have nightmares about. Having to bring Brendan to the emergency room with a respiratory illness is one of those things for me. We have worked so hard to get him through everything at home and save that hellish scene from ever playing out. In this case, we just did not have the capability to support him at home.
I hate to say that the actual event was even worse than my very negative expectation. We tried to take him to urgent care first, hoping that there was a breathing treatment or something to help out and keep him at home. They could do a chest X-ray there. But as I feared, the doctor there was not comfortable treating Brendan and sent us to the ER. Once we hit the ER, admission is a sure step two.
While we did have a very kind and helpful main nurse, the admission process is like torture. It seemed like 20 people had to ask the same questions, poke him, listen to him, put more stickers on, add more wires. Poor Brendan was so terrified and worked up so his condition just got a lot worse. The majority of the ER staff doesn’t have any idea how to handle his numbers and his color and his problem. We even had a staff member ask me to summarize Brendan’s medical history in 10 words or less! I just sat there and hoped that we could just go see the doctors that know Brendan and understand his case. After a five and a half hour wait, we finally moved up to the fifth floor cardiac ICU.
It hasn’t been much easier up here, Brendan is scared and exhausted and suffering. Getting everything set up and in order is total chaos for a while. But we really like the doctor on for the night and she knows Brendan very well. He is finally asleep with frequent agitated wakings. He has a nurse and a respiratory tech that remember him and are good.
I hope the night brings some answers and relief. Brendan’s trach culture came back positive for parainfluenza 3 (HPIV, not the flu). It is a nasty virus that can cause croup, so it is surely what Trevor has too. So far they have tried adjusting his vent settings and turned his oxygen to 6L and he is still at only 74% on his oxygen saturation. They tried a Xopenex breathing treatment that did nothing. They took a chest X-ray that looked beautiful and clear. Next they will try a dose of Decadron (oral steroid used to treat croup in ER with regular children). We hope this will help the inflammation.
I have handy Mr. iGuy the iPad so I can do blog updates and keep Brendan entertained. I doubt I will be able to sleep at all.
I have never tried to upload blog pictures from the iPad before, so here goes:
We left the house right at nap time so Trevor had to make do
Brendan tried to sleep but couldn’t.
Unfortunately all too familiar
He is trying so hard to sleep but all the noise, strange place, constant interruptions, and coughing are making it tough.
Trevor went home with Bill at dinner time and Bill got him through his night time routine and tucked into bed. He still sounds bad but should be over the worst of his illness now.
Granddaddy (trainsdad) had to cancel his flight for tomorrow morning and postpone his visit for now. It will be so much better to visit when the boys are both healthy! Good thing the flight was on Southwest and there is no penalty for moving the trip.
The cherry on top is that I now have symptoms too. I will update again if anything really big changes.
Oh no, Tiffanie, I am so sorry to hear that your worst nightmare has come true. Poor Brendan. He must be terrified being in the hospital. You must be terrified as well.
You fought the croup several times as a child, with a couple of trips to the ER, and one admission. I hope you will not be too ill yourself now. I hope you can sleep when Brendan does.
Trevor must be scared with the changes and you not at home, while at the same time not feeling well himself. I will try my best to figure out how I can help you. Hang in there, try to get some rest yourself. I know that won’t be easy.
I love you all so much.
Mom
We are all thinking of all four of you and sending healing thoughts. B is a strong and resilient little guy. We love you all!
You are all in my prayers for quick recovery. Hope Brendan’s stay is a short one….
All our prayers that Brendans treatments help with his breathing and that he’s back home quickly. Extra hugs and energy to you and Bill. And I hope Trevor kicks it in the butt too. Decadron is a wonderful drug. A favorite in our household for Em & Bri who are susceptable to respitory infections. Hope you all get some rest and are back to normal life soon! 🙁
So sorry to hear you as well as Brendan and Trevor are all sick. Have you all on our prayer chain at my church. Brendan is probably so freightened with all of the new people and machines around him, poor baby.
Cancelling my flight was not what I wanted to do, but, under the circumstances, was the right decision. I would have been the “clueless stranger” dropping into the middle of a crisis.. . . .the right time will come.
*”But we really like the doctor on for the night and she knows Brendan very well. He is finally asleep with frequent agitated wakings. He has a nurse and a respiratory tech that remember him and are good.”*
That…..right now, is the best news !! My hopes are the higher for it.
My prayers are for Brendan and Trevor, but there is another prayer and that is for you Tiffanie, that at every new turn in your journey, you find the strength, courage, and endurance to continue. My Faith tells me you will.
We are thinking about you, wishing there was something we could do to ease your mind or burden. Like any mom, I wish I had the magic wand to wave away the illness! Brendan is lucky to have you. He won’t be too frightened or agitated having you nearby, and that by itself will speed his recovery. Take care everyone!
Good evening from the , really worried about you, East Coast! Only now have the facebook posts shown up on my phone….good grief, you have so much going on!! Tiffanie and Bill, we are hoping that your family is now on the uphill run!!! How frightening and frustrating to have Brendan in the hospital. We are so sorry! Prayers are going out, sending much love and healing hugs!! Heather is right, just your presence will help Brendan heal!! Know that we all wish we could do more to help you!! Hugs!
Poor babies! We will be praying for your little B. I can’t imagine how frustrating it is for you all. I hope that he is able to get some rest and some good meds. I am glad that there are at least some staff members that remember him and know what a great champion he is. Try to get some rest yourself if you can. I know mommy’s never get sick days, but you need to keep your strength up. Hugs to you all!!!